I didn't mean big as in muscles or strength but as in length and that I won't look as an emaciated junkie if I reach a low weight/fat percentage. Still, I'm not particularly weak as I can lift and hold someone who weighs 180 pounds with relative ease. You guys are Indeed right that I'm too heavy to do push or pull ups, and I'm not proud of it.
I'm still not sure if I completely understand your instructions Terry. For example, what are macros? And how much is EPA? I'm still very much just starting in the world of fitness so not everything is clear for me.
EPA/DHA are Omega 3 acids I think.