1. Post #2801
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    Jmir 54's Avatar
    October 2008
    4,101 Posts
    This is gonna be inappropriate but why does part of my mind hate people/minorities but the other half doesnt?

    like I'll be walking along and ill think "Just look at that fucking queer I just want to punch him in his stupid face so bad" and then another part of me will think "Im sure he's a nice guy. Dont think that, youre just having a bad day".


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  2. Post #2802
    Walls black like black waters, when they are heavy and seem to belong to other seas
    MakoSkyDub's Avatar
    January 2011
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    If you can't tell a friend to fuck off, they're not your friend if you ask me

    Edited:

    This is gonna be inappropriate but why does part of my mind hate people/minorities but the other half doesnt?

    like I'll be walking along and ill think "Just look at the fucking queer I just want punch him in his stupid face so bad" and then another part of me will think "Im sure he's a nice guy. Dont think that, youre just having a bad day".
    Do you literally mean look at that homosexual, I want to bestow physical violence on him

    Cause you should probably get a fucking grip if that's the case
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  3. Post #2803
    Hi Jo
    Jo The Shmo's Avatar
    February 2009
    22,759 Posts
    This is gonna be inappropriate but why does part of my mind hate people/minorities but the other half doesnt?

    like I'll be walking along and ill think "Just look at the fucking queer I just want punch him in his stupid face so bad" and then another part of me will think "Im sure he's a nice guy. Dont think that, youre just having a bad day".
    we all have our dirty evil thoughts, its the actions that really matter
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  4. Post #2804
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    AnalAnnihilator's Avatar
    November 2011
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    we all have our dirty evil thoughts, its the actions that really matter
    I'm glad no one can read my mind. It'd probably wreck theirs looking inside mine. Not to mention that I'd probably get thrown into an asylum.
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  5. Post #2805
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    Jmir 54's Avatar
    October 2008
    4,101 Posts
    I guess its just venting.
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  6. Post #2806
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    Dennab
    January 2006
    40,352 Posts
    This is gonna be inappropriate but why does part of my mind hate people/minorities but the other half doesnt?

    like I'll be walking along and ill think "Just look at the fucking queer I just want punch him in his stupid face so bad" and then another part of me will think "Im sure he's a nice guy. Dont think that, youre just having a bad day".
    http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Intrusive_thoughts
    it's not a problem till you either act on it or become obsessed with it.

    Edited:

    I'm glad no one can read my mind. It'd probably wreck theirs looking inside mine. Not to mention that I'd probably get thrown into an asylum.
    my thoughts consist of weird sexual stuff i'd do to men and women, sometimes i gross myself out.
    also i'm not gay or bisexual.
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  7. Post #2807
    I always judge then dismiss.

    Like, I see some guy that naturally crosses his legs like this

    And I think, "He's got to be gay."
    Then wait a bit, "Oh well."

    It's surprising how often that is a correct assumption, though.
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  8. Post #2808
    Sir Lucky Dog's Avatar
    April 2012
    4 Posts
    Here's a sticky situation, What if you like a girl who doesn't know what their sexuality is? All you know is she is pan-sexual, Do I get involved or what she's a great person but i'm afraid when we hit the bedroom she might have a dick, even though she has a really great body is it worth the risk?
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  9. Post #2809
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    gufu's Avatar
    May 2008
    8,913 Posts
    my thoughts consist of weird sexual stuff i'd do to men and women, sometimes i gross myself out.
    My thoughts consists of constant repetition of words, phrases, random thoughts, chants, and constant feeling of indifference/hostility.

    ...

    I think I do need to see a shrink.

    Edited:

    It's surprising how often that is a correct assumption, though.
    That means you're comfortable, not that you're gay.

    Edited:

    Here's a sticky situation, What if you like a girl who doesn't know what their sexuality is? All you know is she is pan-sexual, Do I get involved or what she's a great person but i'm afraid when we hit the bedroom she might have a dick, even though she has a really great body is it worth the risk?
    It's not like you can't ask once you get that far, right?
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  10. Post #2810
    That means you're comfortable, not that you're gay.
    To cross legs like that brings a ton of pain to my sack.

    But quite often, the guys I see do that either turn out to really be women that look like dudes or gay guys.
    Not all, but many.

    Not saying that crossing one's legs like that denotes gayness in men. Just saying that it often coincides.
    I understand that they are quite independant.

    I shouldn't say it pains my sack, but my balls are really uncomfortable.
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  11. Post #2811
    Sir Lucky Dog's Avatar
    April 2012
    4 Posts
    Well, i'm asking if, I should continue to stay involved with her or stop wasting my time.
    I hope that is blatant enough for you.
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  12. Post #2812
    Djentleman's Avatar
    October 2011
    294 Posts
    thisispain: i'm receiving therapy now, hooray, my first session is set for tomorrow.

    I was talking to my brother today. When my mom and dad split, my older brother (and late eldest brother. rip) went with my dad, and I got stuck with my mom. My older brother is alpha as fuck, so today I was talking to him, and I sent him this:

    It's like meeting girls. A friendship with a girl is just another kind of job, isn't it. In the beginning you pretend to be that perfect employee. You lie in the interview and then you do your best for a while.

    You never step out of line. You brush your teeth every day. If you're kissing her you never pull out the sharpie and write "whore" on her body unexpectedly.

    You behave. But how long can that go on before you start going crazy? You have to be yourself. That's why it's called being yourself.

    In the end it never works out. You are who you are, no matter what you pretend at the beginning. So I'm not pretending. I smoke and drink to ignore my problems. I spend more time with my computer than with my friends. I don't have a very good relationship with women.

    I am angry and lonely, but I can wash dishes and do boring, manual labour just fine. I'm being honest. Why won't anyone hire me?

    I want my job back. They've probably already given it to some stupid bitch with half my experience just because she's got tits.

    Shit.
    He told me that I have issues with women and signed off afterwards.

    Is he right?
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  13. Post #2813
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    gufu's Avatar
    May 2008
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    To cross legs like that brings a ton of pain to my sack.
    Eh, I guess I just learned how to cross my legs just enough so not only it puts no pressure on anything, but it can hide/correct the placement an erection. Rate me informative, everyone!

    He told me that I have issues with women and signed off afterwards.

    Is he right?
    I say that your brother is a dick for signing off on you like that.
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  14. Post #2814
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    Dennab
    January 2006
    40,352 Posts
    thisispain: i'm receiving therapy now, hooray, my first session is set for tomorrow.
    good, i hope it will make you feel better and get you on the track you want to be on.
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  15. Post #2815
    I'm glad no one can read my mind. It'd probably wreck theirs looking inside mine. Not to mention that I'd probably get thrown into an asylum.
    I think only PURE, EMPRAH-APPROVED THOUGHTS.
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  16. Post #2816
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    Big Dumb American's Avatar
    March 2009
    16,711 Posts
    I always judge then dismiss.

    Like, I see some guy that naturally crosses his legs like this

    And I think, "He's got to be gay."
    Then wait a bit, "Oh well."

    It's surprising how often that is a correct assumption, though.
    I sit like that sometimes. Makes my nads feel warm and cozy.

    I'm not sure if I understand how it's feminine?

    I usually go for a more relaxed ankle-on-knee position, but sometimes a man just wants cozy nads!
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  17. Post #2817
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    Problem's Avatar
    August 2011
    1,024 Posts
    I sit like that sometimes. Makes my nads feel warm and cozy.

    I'm not sure if I understand how it's feminine?

    I usually go for a more relaxed ankle-on-knee position, but sometimes a man just wants cozy nads!
    See, I can't, I get a terribad case of sticky nads.

    Also, grats on getting therapy Djentleman! That's really fantasic that you're finally getting help, and I mean that in the most unsarcastic way possible.
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  18. Post #2818
    I sit like that sometimes. Makes my nads feel warm and cozy.

    I'm not sure if I understand how it's feminine?

    I usually go for a more relaxed ankle-on-knee position, but sometimes a man just wants cozy nads!
    Because, aside from businessmen, the majority of men sit with legs separated.
    Women are taught to keep their legs closed. It is literally the woman's position.
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  19. Post #2819
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    Dennab
    January 2006
    40,352 Posts
    maybe you should try not crushing your testicles.
    i can sit like that without having my balls hurt so i think you're doing something very wrong.
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  20. Post #2820
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    Problem's Avatar
    August 2011
    1,024 Posts
    maybe you should try not crushing your testicles.
    i can sit like that without having my balls hurt so i think you're doing something very wrong.
    Well it's not that it hurts, more like there's this awful sticking sensation from my sack sticking to my thighs. It's irritating.
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  21. Post #2821
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    Dennab
    January 2006
    40,352 Posts
    wash your testicles???
    i don't think my scrotum's ever stuck to anything...
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  22. Post #2822
    Djentleman's Avatar
    October 2011
    294 Posts
    For some reason ever since I was like, 3, I've always sat in the same position, both legs crossed, as if I were like one of those Buddhist people you see on TV. It's comfy, though I sometimes worry about the effects it's going to have on my legs and spine.
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  23. Post #2823
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    Problem's Avatar
    August 2011
    1,024 Posts
    wash your testicles???
    i don't think my scrotum's ever stuck to anything...
    Condensation.

    I don't like crossing my legs, it's not gay to do so, I'm simply stating why I don't.
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  24. Post #2824
    Dark RaveN's Avatar
    September 2010
    2,931 Posts
    I always judge then dismiss.

    Like, I see some guy that naturally crosses his legs like this

    And I think, "He's got to be gay."
    Then wait a bit, "Oh well."

    It's surprising how often that is a correct assumption, though.
    I always cross my legs. Considering I have a Gf does that mean im bisexual?
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  25. Post #2825
    You had me at meat tornado.
    Cl0cK's Avatar
    June 2008
    5,489 Posts
    When I cross my legs, my balls do a popping noise.

    Apparently this is totally normal when you have huge balls.
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  26. Post #2826
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    Dennab
    January 2006
    40,352 Posts
    When I cross my legs, my balls do a popping noise.

    Apparently this is totally normal when you have huge balls.
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  27. Post #2827
    You had me at meat tornado.
    Cl0cK's Avatar
    June 2008
    5,489 Posts
    5 Facts About Cl0ck You Couldn't Live Without!
    I deliver!

    PS: Ladies, I'm single!
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  28. Post #2828
    Thoughtless's Avatar
    September 2011
    689 Posts
    I was very good friends with him before these things surfaced. I don't know it's not something that's worth ending one of my closest friendships over.
    I know how you feel. I have a friend who annoys me to no end, he always takes mucking about too far, he insults me for no reason and worse of all he's a massive broney with ponies as his facebook profile picture, and plastered on his bag (this was the guy who was taking the piss out of my ex when he was dating her). But saying that I still am friends with him and would never change that, and I can't tell why.
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  29. Post #2829
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    MakoSkyDub's Avatar
    January 2011
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    To cross legs like that brings a ton of pain to my sack.

    But quite often, the guys I see do that either turn out to really be women that look like dudes or gay guys.
    Not all, but many.

    Not saying that crossing one's legs like that denotes gayness in men. Just saying that it often coincides.
    I understand that they are quite independant.

    I shouldn't say it pains my sack, but my balls are really uncomfortable.
    So you're not implying all gay men are eunuchs then? Because otherwise I don't see the importance of the pain factor
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  30. Post #2830

    April 2012
    132 Posts
    It kills me just to type this but the girl I've been after has thrown me in the friend zone.
    It's only now that it's all crashing down on me, I have no future when it comes to women, seriously. My friendship group consists most of women, but their either in relationships, aren't interested in me, or just aren't my type.

    I'm 17 years old, I think I'm actually not bad looking, and as of recently I've lost a load of weight (Now I have a flat, slightly toned stomach), I work out quite often (Maybe once every two or three days). My spots have cleared up and I've got a new haircut which people like. I just feel like my options are so limited when it comes to women, and if I'm honest the woman who just tossed me in the friend zone feels like the only one for me, I know that will change but what happens then? I'm shit at meeting new people the last time I checked, I'm the kind of guy who you have to grow to love, but by the time that happens I'm stuck in the friend zone.
    All I'm saying is I'm 17, and the furthest I've ever been with someone is just a kiss on the lips (Not even open-mouthed)

    What the hell do I do with myself?

    Oh also, basically only me and another guy in my group are single, meaning that when all the other guys are with their girlfriends, I'm just going to be stuck doing fuck all by myself, I've never said this before but; I'm not looking forward to summer.
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  31. Post #2831
    CheeserCrice's Avatar
    September 2010
    1,453 Posts
    I have no future when it comes to women, seriously.

    I'm 17 years old,
    Um... you need to rethink that statement.
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  32. Post #2832
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    GoldenGnome's Avatar
    November 2007
    5,148 Posts
    All I can say to you is get off the pity potty, quit feeling sorry for yourself, and just persevere. You never know when a woman might fall into your life, and if it doesn't happen in high school, it'll happen in the next chapter.
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  33. Post #2833
    Hi Jo
    Jo The Shmo's Avatar
    February 2009
    22,759 Posts
    ugh i was all content with my list of options to ask to prom and then today 3 of them got asked
    suddenly i feel pressure, I'm gonna ask someone tomorrow
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  34. Post #2834
    Huge Faggot #2
    GoldenGnome's Avatar
    November 2007
    5,148 Posts
    ugh i was all content with my list of options to ask to prom and then today 3 of them got asked
    suddenly i feel pressure, I'm gonna ask someone tomorrow
    Don't feel pressured dude, there are probably plenty more options than you think.
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  35. Post #2835
    Centralia's Avatar
    January 2012
    46 Posts
    Just finished reading this entire thread from page 1, thanks for letting me see how normal people go about daily life. Was entertaining
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  36. Post #2836
    Hi Jo
    Jo The Shmo's Avatar
    February 2009
    22,759 Posts
    its getting close and I'd rather not be left picking from nothing (or going alone or not going)
    there are still a few girls I'd be perfectly happy to go with and I'm just going to ask them instead of waiting to truly make up my mind
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  37. Post #2837
    Huge Faggot #2
    GoldenGnome's Avatar
    November 2007
    5,148 Posts
    Just finished reading this entire thread from page 1, thanks for letting me see how normal people go about daily life. Was entertaining
    If you have any neuroses you'd like to solve/reinforce, feel free to inquire within!
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  38. Post #2838
    I always cross my legs. Considering I have a Gf does that mean im bisexual?
    Missing the point.
    Well, rather, missing subsequent posts and replying before appropriate.

    So you're not implying all gay men are eunuchs then? Because otherwise I don't see the importance of the pain factor
    I was just stating an observation. Then also giving my personal experience.
    I'm not saying to cross your legs as such is gay.
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  39. Post #2839
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    Blazyd's Avatar
    May 2011
    4,186 Posts
    I always judge then dismiss.

    Like, I see some guy that naturally crosses his legs like this

    And I think, "He's got to be gay."
    Then wait a bit, "Oh well."

    It's surprising how often that is a correct assumption, though.
    I see a lot of guys sit like that.

    A lot of them are upper class businessmen.

    One of my teachers used to sit like that all the time too.
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  40. Post #2840
    Centralia's Avatar
    January 2012
    46 Posts
    If you have any neuroses you'd like to solve/reinforce, feel free to inquire within!
    Meh I'm dying of boredom anyways. Basically I'm 18, graduating in a month, have 1 acquaintance, and haven't even had a friend who is a girl in my entire life. The list of "haven'ts" is truly massive. I don't have alcohol or drugs to turn to so I just drown everything out with frightning amounts of time on the computer and music. My life pretty much consists of cabin fever and I've been this way since as long as I can remember (I can remember avoiding people in kindergarten). I'm not saying things used to be easy, but I was pretty successful drowning things out a little over 2 months ago until I got a bit of a wake up call and now I'm basically facing fears and demons head-on that literally followed me my entire life. I really don't understand how I am able to keep going because the amount of shit going on in my mind reaches a "physical" level. AKA I constantly have a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach. Lately I've been having a hard time eating, sleeping, paying attention, etc so here I am. I can't play video games anymore so I just sit alone in my room. You guys have been entertaining me these last couple days when I'm not taking showers for fun or trying desperatly to distract myself with games and shit. I mean I'm literally a machine designed to be an undetectable shadow. Anyways I've never talked to anyone including my own parents so not so long ago I decided to actually try to talk to them and I was told I'd have to just deal with it and figure it out. I told my mom I was prepared to die alone and she just pretended I wasn't being serious. I've given considerable thought to suicide but I get nothing out of it and can say for certain that I will absolutely never resort to it. Thanks to anyone who read all of my crap and anyone lurking or something who is similar to me just know the amount of people in more dire circumstances than me and you is mind boggling.

    TL;DR I've taken isolation to a whole new level and can't ignore it anymore at all.
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