[Doomish]

Snipped out of respect.

[Mattz333]

Holy shit dude, must have been terrible keeping all this bottled up.

[Craptasket]

*hug*

[mugofdoom]

<3

You're doing the right thing. I hope everything works out.

[Tomo Takino]

Must have taken alot to tell us that, and i respect that.

Course, my respect means extremely little, but its something.

[B1N4RY!]

Wow, I don't know what to say

[Mighty3 13]

That was a good read. Do you at least feel better now that you've told people?

[Ray551]

Wow, give this guy hearts.

[RoFLWaFFLEZZ]

what did i just read

[Doomish]

Mighty3 13 posted:

That was a good read. Do you at least feel better now that you've told people?

I do, sort of. Part of the reason I typed all this up and told Facepunch of all places is that I knew a lot of people would see it, and more people seeing it might have made me feel better. I can't say it's paid off yet, but tomorrow after school I'm going to private message her on Facebook with a link to the thread. I hope she doesn't hate me after I admit to what I've done, I know I would if I were her.

[JohnRockefeller]

[Ryz0]

Oh wow. That's...different

[Piggah]

We understand, pretty much all of us have met a girl so perfect we love her so bad, that things can go wrong so quick.

[mugofdoom]

Piggah posted:

We understand, pretty much all of us have met a girl so perfect we love her so bad, that things can go wrong so quick.

Yeah, seriously.

It all seems to work out in the end though. For better or for worse.

[Kybalt]

jesus christ they say you hurt the ones you love most but what the fuck is wrong with you

[CharadesV2]

Doomish posted:

I cringed so hard.

[Kybalt]

but really op she was dumb and youre taking this whole thing too hard if its been bothering you for more then a month.

Edited:

CharadesV2 posted:

I cringed so hard.

yeah

[mugofdoom]

It's all Ty the Tasmanian Tiger's fault.

[gamefreek76]

That's crazy.

[ashzu]

... I'm not sure what to say

[mugofdoom]

Kybalt posted:

but really op she was dumb and youre taking this whole thing too hard if its been bothering you for more then a month.

I'd take it pretty hard if I knew I caused someone I loved to slit their throat.

Even if it was just someone I knew over the internet.

[Tomo Takino]

I also think it would be incredible to talk to a dead person.

[Little Green]

Just finished reading all of it, and I have no idea what could possibly motivate your actions and why you kept escalating. What the fuck?

[Doomish]

CharadesV2 posted:

I cringed so hard.

I'll be honest, I don't know what I was thinking. I was younger then. Now I realize that the whole site is full of idiotic things, but this is the result of trying too hard to make my life like the movies I loved growing up. Looking back at all the hamming up I did, I still can't believe she bought it, a part of me wants to think of her as naive, but I was too, so take that as you will.

[heathendevil]

I was about to rate you heart, but I rated you dumb

[Doomish]

Little Green posted:

Just finished reading all of it, and I have no idea what could possibly motivate your actions and why you kept escalating. What the fuck?

I don't know why I did what I did. I don't. That's the only answer I can offer. When I think back on my actions, I can only recall that I was driving myself toward my own demise from the very beginning. I don't know what made me want to keep going, but I could not stop myself. I think after that first thing I got her to believe, I just kept pushing and pushing her, until I could push her no more. The day I made the decision to kill myself off, I felt dread on my shoulders, but I ignored it, and I paid dearly for it.

[Fycix]

Wow, I think the most troubled I got was the flood of nostalgia from remembering playing Ty the Tasmanian tiger with my "best friend" who never talks to me anymore.

I'm a horrible person :smith:

[Doomish]

heathendevil posted:

I was about to rate you heart, but I rated you dumb

I don't blame you. I don't really deserve the amount of hearts I've gotten so far anyway, what I did was the dumbest thing anyone I know has ever done.

[Tudd]

Please go outside more.

[MisterLANCE]

thats cool

[Xen Tricks]

Comment by: Slygirl12, 03:50 PM, January 7th, 2009
[Slygirl12]
Hehehe..*plants a small kiss on your head while returning that tight hug*..so long, my friend. <:)
Comment by: Slygirl12, 03:45 PM, January 7th, 2009
[Slygirl12]
See, the fact that you're short and gay and just used the word "hawt" is what makes it so easy to be that way with you, hmhm..^-^

I love Phantom of the Opera! D:>

..o3o...is this some new power I have now? I demand that you call my friend, Sam, "HAWT, MEGA HAWT, STEAMY-SEXY-JUICY HAWT!!" TT3TT
Comment by: Slygirl12, 03:36 PM, January 7th, 2009
[Slygirl12]
Hmhm hm..you'll always be my best gay friend. x)

I'll still be sad for a while..I'm gonna' miss this place and the fact that I've lost so much in just a short time..but soon I will be happy again..*crooked grin*..

And the Phantom of the Opera is my secret SUPERGAY lover to a STRAIGHT person like me. :D

So you're gay but you loved this girl. Apparently Supergay as well.

[Doomish]

Xen Tricks posted:

So you're gay but you loved this girl. Apparently Supergay as well.

I'm not gay and I've always denied that. She loved to call me gay, it was our little inside joke. The comments on our profiles correspond with one another if you look at the dates, you can make out a conversation with most of them.

[Sero]

...Damn.

[Xen Tricks]

Doomish posted:

I'm not gay and I've always denied that. She loved to call me gay, it was our little inside joke. The comments on our profiles correspond with one another if you look at the dates, you can make out a conversation with most of them.

I know, just didn't bother to read your side.

That's kind of an... odd inside joke too. Sure it was a joke to her?

[seattlegluepiss]

there is a small hole on my back which is bleeding.

[Tetsmega]

Wow. That takes a lot of guts.

[CharadesV2]

After reading the OP I wish a bank robber would shoot me in the face.

[Doomish]

seattlegluepiss posted:

there is a small hole on my back which is bleeding.

And then wings came out through it, yes, I know, as unbelievable as it is, she took it all in, though looking back I've started to doubt that.

Xen Tricks posted:

I know, just didn't bother to read your side.

That's kind of an... odd inside joke too. Sure it was a joke to her?

Believe me, she knew it was a joke. We were almost like real life friends, though I never met her in real life and didn't know what she looked like until just recently. I'd like to say I have no regrets but then I'd be lying to myself.

[Novangel]

Glad you see your past mistakes and I hope it all goes well.
:crying:

[NeoDement]

i actually couldnt read the end of this because it's such a horrible story